After hours of changing clothes and leaving a huge mess on my bedroom floor I was finally ready to set off. I had decided to try out my fabulous new pair of heels. Little had I anticipate how much I would struggle to walk in them. But i glimpsed down at the shiny rock resting beautifully on my index finger. It was the most perfect engagement ring that Micheal had chosen for me. I remember picturing my amazing husband to be. He had the cutest nose, softest and gentle lips, his cheeks were soft like a baby’s bottom, and his hair was as smooth as silk. His name was humble yet holy. Every time I fought about Micheal, a frenzy takes over my body and I begin to lose myself again and again. I lose myself with sweet thoughts of what use to be and what could have been if my baby was still here.
His death was entirely my fault! If only I had stayed home and waited for him to come to me. My loving Micheal would still be with me and I would be in his arms. But I guess life is never as simple as that. Going back to Setember 15th, the worst day of my life. The day were I lost my fiancé and my best friend. I remember walking to the white beach of Miami and towards the volley ball pitch, I stopped. I was looking across the road and admiring Micheal working extremely hard to get into the tournaments. But Micheal noticed me, his face lit up. He had completely drop the game and didn’t even care, he just ran towards. His