Briony, comparatively, as a young teenager fascinated by sexuality and lacking interest as well as sufficient attention from the adults in her life, is infatuated with the idea of possessing control over other’s lives and has found writing to be an outlet for her desires. Even at her young age, she also finds herself to be superior to those that surround her, wondering if they feel “as conscious as she does” (McEwan 71). It is not until the roles have been reversed that Vivian meekly begins to understand the flaws of her teaching method, and until Briony’s obsession with designing her own story leads to disaster that she realizes her the detriments of her self-importance. When Jason, a former student, “give[s] [Vivian] a pelvic exam” she feels outright “degraded,” an experience common for students in her classroom (Edson 32). While Vivian was an excellent teacher, exceptionally passionate about her work, she never thought of herself as lower, or even on the same level, as her students. Her body wrought with weakness and “crawling with cancer” (Edson 68), she realizes that she is human, as are her
Briony, comparatively, as a young teenager fascinated by sexuality and lacking interest as well as sufficient attention from the adults in her life, is infatuated with the idea of possessing control over other’s lives and has found writing to be an outlet for her desires. Even at her young age, she also finds herself to be superior to those that surround her, wondering if they feel “as conscious as she does” (McEwan 71). It is not until the roles have been reversed that Vivian meekly begins to understand the flaws of her teaching method, and until Briony’s obsession with designing her own story leads to disaster that she realizes her the detriments of her self-importance. When Jason, a former student, “give[s] [Vivian] a pelvic exam” she feels outright “degraded,” an experience common for students in her classroom (Edson 32). While Vivian was an excellent teacher, exceptionally passionate about her work, she never thought of herself as lower, or even on the same level, as her students. Her body wrought with weakness and “crawling with cancer” (Edson 68), she realizes that she is human, as are her