James is a smart 18-year-old boy who is having a ton of problems finding his place in the world. He feels extremely lonely, yet has no real desire to reach out and make connections with people (with the exception of his grandmother). His family is broken. His parents are divorced and his mother, whom he lives with, is having a hard time finding love again. His older sister is openly in a relationship with a married man (The divorce affected his sister as well). Already James doesn’t have any good role models for love, which probably doesn’t help him pave his way into friendships and romance. This is especially true for his attempt to reach out to his crush, John Webster, by creating a fake online account. Obviously, he has no one to guide his way through relationships, as his mother and sister fail at their own relationships and his father isn’t close enough to James to establish a connection.
Although the book is a first person narrative and you see the world through James’ eyes, it seems as though James doesn’t know himself, or he doesn’t want the reader to know about him. Even the lack of romance in his life wasn’t spelled out to the reader until at least two other characters brought it up. This fits the book, and his personality, perfectly because the reader is able to experience his lack of place in the world while also being restrained from knowing everything in his head. His reserved personality, caused by his parents’ divorce, is to blame. James has no experience with relationships, (even