Many of the boys would awake to nightmares and sometimes run out to the soccer field in terror. They suffered from flashbacks of the killings and blood. Ishmael describes this well in this scene; “Whenever I turned on the tap water, all I could see was blood gushing out. I would stare at it until it looked like water before drinking or taking a shower…Other times, the younger boys sat by rocks weeping and telling us that the rocks were their dead families” (Beah 145). Anytime something would remind Ishmael of his experiences he would wander off in thought, reliving the terrible scenes of the past in his head. The violence of the war also left many without trust. People had to rely on themselves and live in constant fear. They never discussed what they thought or felt. It took Ishmael a while to learn to open up to others
Many of the boys would awake to nightmares and sometimes run out to the soccer field in terror. They suffered from flashbacks of the killings and blood. Ishmael describes this well in this scene; “Whenever I turned on the tap water, all I could see was blood gushing out. I would stare at it until it looked like water before drinking or taking a shower…Other times, the younger boys sat by rocks weeping and telling us that the rocks were their dead families” (Beah 145). Anytime something would remind Ishmael of his experiences he would wander off in thought, reliving the terrible scenes of the past in his head. The violence of the war also left many without trust. People had to rely on themselves and live in constant fear. They never discussed what they thought or felt. It took Ishmael a while to learn to open up to others