that the people inside the bar are searching for “euphoria-for a state of ardent life”. The speaker tries to enter the mind of Brad and John but then he questions their mentality all together and is no longer fooled by their attractiveness. In the third stanza this is when the speaker has to choose whether he wants to keep his health or if he wants to have poor health like the two attractive men. In the last stanza Brad and John grow tired of the speaker being indecisive so Brad and John go looking for someone else who will be willing to annihilate their health. As the reader understands the structure of the poem, breaking down this conversation into four stanzas, and the situation of two attractive men with deceitful intentions it can lead us to the meaning of this poem. The meaning behind this poem was to show the time of when AIDS was traveling rapidly from one person to another, and this situation exemplifies it. At the beginning of the poem he explains that his thoughts are surrounded by death and it draws onto his sexuality, and for a moment he forgets this by the two handsome men. But by the end of the poem the speaker realizes that he cannot forget the pandemic that is happening, and no gorgeous face should be worth the risk of catching a disease. If the speaker chose to shoot up with the two attractive men he could have been infected with the AIDS that fast, but by stepping back and assessing the situation he realized risking his health wasn’t worth it.
that the people inside the bar are searching for “euphoria-for a state of ardent life”. The speaker tries to enter the mind of Brad and John but then he questions their mentality all together and is no longer fooled by their attractiveness. In the third stanza this is when the speaker has to choose whether he wants to keep his health or if he wants to have poor health like the two attractive men. In the last stanza Brad and John grow tired of the speaker being indecisive so Brad and John go looking for someone else who will be willing to annihilate their health. As the reader understands the structure of the poem, breaking down this conversation into four stanzas, and the situation of two attractive men with deceitful intentions it can lead us to the meaning of this poem. The meaning behind this poem was to show the time of when AIDS was traveling rapidly from one person to another, and this situation exemplifies it. At the beginning of the poem he explains that his thoughts are surrounded by death and it draws onto his sexuality, and for a moment he forgets this by the two handsome men. But by the end of the poem the speaker realizes that he cannot forget the pandemic that is happening, and no gorgeous face should be worth the risk of catching a disease. If the speaker chose to shoot up with the two attractive men he could have been infected with the AIDS that fast, but by stepping back and assessing the situation he realized risking his health wasn’t worth it.