Support the Choices You Made to Improve the Outlook

I learned that life is very hard and it get harder as you grow up to become a adult. I even learn that some people that come into my life will be a good person or a bad person but it is up to me to keep my eye appeal at all time. I had people in my life that told me as a little girl that I will be a person that drop out of school, have bady and never amount to anything in life. Even I started to think that over the year and it first started when I was in middle school when my sixth grade teacher and when I enter high school it contiune. When I was in my junior year I met a teacher by the name mrs. B and she first help me we the way I talk about myself and how to believe in myself when no one else will. She alway told me that I was beautiful when all this time I thought I was a nobody in this world I came to the point of my life were I said why even try everyone hate you any way. This teacher thought me to care respect myself and other weather was good or bad later she help me in bring my grades up so that I can gradute high school. Mrs. B alway made sure by calling me and stoping by my house all the time but when I graduate high school it was like I lots everything because I later learn she wasn't doing very well in her health so from that point on I told myself no manner what that I'm going to make it in this hateful world that I was born in. That when I started to go to church and the member of the church was very nice and tough me a lot and know that I'm a adult I learn to give myself to god and keep the higher power in charge mold in my life at all time and listen to the lord and from that day on I receive my first job then I became a certfied nursing assistance and a med tech. Know I what to reach higher and higher so I did a lot of soul searching to make sure if I really want to get back it school and that when the school of UMA gave me a phone call. It first I though it was a joke it so my mother said give them a call so that what I did and here I am learning about medical billing and coding. You see people are going to talk about you weather they know you or not. I also learn that life is to short to wonder about what people are going say or do but to keep my head up high and do the best I can to finish the course. So my aspect is to work on the trouble that I do have and to improve in them to study hard because I have a very hard time learning things but I learn if I don't now then ask someone and reread the chapter and make it happen. So I don't have the time to worry about what people think of me but to now what I think of myself and that will help me to improve in my self person I know I have to dig deep if I what to finish and make a good life for myself.

The question was how can I use what I learned to help myself make a positive change in my life. That is to know what I really want and go and get what I want also study hard so that I can gradacaute from this school and start my career in this field. To look at myself in the mirror and say that you did it. even thought I have to go threw a changes it doesn't mean that I should give up but to pray about it and keep it moving because with god on my side I truly believe that I will and if I conuite to study hard this will be a piece of cake. I will like to surpise my mother to because she had a very hard time with raising six kids that she never follow her dream so that another reason why I need to make this change in my life so that my mom will also be very proud of me she a great mom and I will like to show her that her baby girl is making a better life for myself. so with all that said I what to have positive people around me I do not need any negative person around me. I think that when people try to bring you down it because they are jealous that I 'm doing good and they see the life style that you have and is living. I know that this is making me a better person I see a lots of changes in myself. I'm very glad that I have the advisor help because they had help me improve in myself and my personilty. Know that I have great people in my life I feel like I can fly if a could but you get the idea for this day forth I will study more than usaul and get the job done.