On his way to find his creator, the monster tries to save a girl from drowning, is shot, and vows eternal hatred and vengeance on mankind. It is at this point when the monster realizes that he is an outcast and kills William in an attempt to show that even he can create desolation and to catch the attention of Victor, his creator. The monster’s knowledge of who he is and how he has been created negatively affects the way in which he lives his life:
Sorrow only increased with knowledge. Oh, that I had forever remained in my native wood, nor known nor felt beyond the sensations of hunger, thirst, and heat! Of what a strange nature is knowledge! It clings to the mind when it has once seized on it like a lichen on the rock. I wished sometimes to shake off all thought and feeling, but I learned that there was but one means to overcome the sensation of pain, and that was death (Shelley