The days have gone fast in the East. If the wind were not so strong, I would not have realised that it was already the end of October. Well, I suppose that being a Westerner who lives in the East merely confuses me without much excitement. Only the weather reminds me of the differences between days. However, it is a bit odd to say, but somehow the chilly days remind me of the spring. Perhaps it is on account of Shelley: “if winter comes, can spring be far behind?” Even though spring will not be too far, it will never be the same as the year that I arrived and met you, who was more gorgeous than I would never find again.
My dislike for the West Egg has never been stronger, especially after your death. To be honest, I feel incredibly pitiful, but I …show more content…
It was not a pleasant memory to speak to her about that, but it is over. She has engaged to someone. With the complicated emotions I have for her, I hope she gains what she wanted.
As you might have guessed, I decide to leave West Egg. I assume that I can not fit into the life here, and what suits me is the thrilling returning trains of my youth in the West. Looking back at my days here, it feels like I entered into a prosperous world with all the luxury mansions, beautiful young girls and smooth jazz soundings by mistake, a place you and I never could belong. Living in the East is as difficult as walking on a log bridge above the sea, since each step forward is so tough that the sea can devour you at any time.
It is probably the time to say goodbye. My apologies that I do not know when I will visit you again. Maybe I will never be back here in the East and talk to you until the day we meet again in heaven. In spite of that, I will always remember you as my friend, who was one of the greatest people I have ever known. May you rest in peace and be always blessed by the