Before Amir did those things to Hassan, he didn’t consider the consequence, the only thing he care is his Baba’s love. However, after Hassan leaved his home, Amir afraid face the things that related to Hassan, he didn’t realize the truth that the feeling is that come from his guilt of Hassan. For example: “I ended up tossing the book on the heap of gifts in the corner of my room. But my eyes kept going back to it, so I buried it at the bottom.” (Pg 100) Amir really knows what will he do to Hassan, he refuse to accept the things from Hassan, included the memory with him. Finally Amir makes Hassan leave from his Baba without guilt in his mind. However, with the time goes by, Amir gradually becomes more and more mature, he realized his wrong on Hassan and wanted redeem himself, for instance, Amir said: “But how could I pack up and go back home when my actions may have cost Hassan a chance at those same things?”(Pg 238) Amir was struggling with his past because the things he did to Hassan, he wanted redeem himself, finally the guilt forced him to go back home. When he during the journey that go back to pick Hassan’s child, he met Assef and fought with him, Amir said that “My body was broken-just how badly I wouldn’t find out until later-but I felt healed. Healed at last. I laughed.” (Pg 303). According to this quote, Amir felt healed because he thought it was a redemption, he wanted punish his cowardice and forced himself to face Assef. The guilt just like a nightmare which Amir wants to refuse and forgo it, he finally get a way to figure out
Before Amir did those things to Hassan, he didn’t consider the consequence, the only thing he care is his Baba’s love. However, after Hassan leaved his home, Amir afraid face the things that related to Hassan, he didn’t realize the truth that the feeling is that come from his guilt of Hassan. For example: “I ended up tossing the book on the heap of gifts in the corner of my room. But my eyes kept going back to it, so I buried it at the bottom.” (Pg 100) Amir really knows what will he do to Hassan, he refuse to accept the things from Hassan, included the memory with him. Finally Amir makes Hassan leave from his Baba without guilt in his mind. However, with the time goes by, Amir gradually becomes more and more mature, he realized his wrong on Hassan and wanted redeem himself, for instance, Amir said: “But how could I pack up and go back home when my actions may have cost Hassan a chance at those same things?”(Pg 238) Amir was struggling with his past because the things he did to Hassan, he wanted redeem himself, finally the guilt forced him to go back home. When he during the journey that go back to pick Hassan’s child, he met Assef and fought with him, Amir said that “My body was broken-just how badly I wouldn’t find out until later-but I felt healed. Healed at last. I laughed.” (Pg 303). According to this quote, Amir felt healed because he thought it was a redemption, he wanted punish his cowardice and forced himself to face Assef. The guilt just like a nightmare which Amir wants to refuse and forgo it, he finally get a way to figure out