The Kite Runner Journal Analysis

How do I start this off, I will have to go way back to the beginning. The time when your diary fell off the desk, I had no interest of reading it, but some of the words caught my eyes. I am sorry to tell you this, son, I have read your journal. I know journal should be a personal space to write out your feeling and I should not have read your journal, but you don’t look that happy after Hassan's birthday party. I want to know why. What’s wrong, is it because I put too much focus on Hassan? After you were born, I want you to be more like me, but it just doesn’t happen. You avoid fights, doesn’t stand up for yourself, and mostly reading. However, I told you writing is not a manly job, I want you to pursue something else, but you never listened. That’s fine, you are my son, I
He goes outside and hang out with others, stands up for himself. Just like what happen during the incident with Assef, I don’t want to say you are a coward but you are really soft and kind hearted. I don’t want that, I want my son to be strong and manly, so I don’t need to worry about you. I was really proud of you when you won the kite competition, you have changed the way I feel about you. Later on, Hassan and Ali moved out because Hassan stole something, but I know he is not that kind of person. I forgive him, it felt like he wasn’t even the one that stole. Then skip ahead when we move to the U.S, everything just doesn’t feel right. It doesn't feel like home to me. Then you finally graduated high school, which I am really happy about. I hope you can find a great job in later life. The sad thing that happens was me getting diagnosed with lung cancer, which weakens me everyday. One thing to keep me awake was you getting married. I spent all my money during the wedding, it was well worth it. I hope you have a long lasting marring. Just remember that you are my son, no matter how much I focus on others, my main focus will be on