The Road Monologue

There was a boy who came along
On the other side
He was at his point of view

Changed your point of view
Left you broken and confused
It got worse

Every other night the tears would fall
Visioned things how it could have been
You waited and didn’t leave him

Pretended you could be with him
It was your fault
You had thought

He was afraid of loving you
But he denied it to you
Said he hated you

You saw him after months and months
Came flying to your room right after
Let the tears fall like a mad hurricane

He watched you like a hunter
You watched him back as the prey
Thought things were left off as broken glass

You didn’t know why you cried
You let your emotions take a train and you had changed
Things went wrong

Blamed yourself over
The nights had eventually slammed you down deep into the ground
Acted as friends

You knew it was fake
The hastiness had taken over you
Wanted to see if something was still there

It had gotten shattered
Didn’t bother to repair the cracks
Eventually got the courage and begged him to come back

He had said no
Couldn’t take it anymore
So you cut yourself once or twice

Dealt with your depression
Ringed you out like a washcloth with all of your tears
But it didn’t stop then

The visions gotten even more realistic
Started to pretend to act them out
Knew they weren’t real

Cried even harder
He didn’t know a thing what was going on
What he had done

He was soulmate to you
His hands connected right into your heart
Took it out right after he had left

You were dead to the world
Light and happiness had drained right out of you
Isolated yourself from the world

Left alone with your twisted thoughts
Didn’t have the strength to talk it out
Life long friends had left you
You thought your soul and brain had died
Your visions were still alive
Didn’t sleep in days

You stayed by his side everyday
Even though there was no contact made
It killed your mind everyday

Music had become your blood
Listened to it everyday
Helped you with the
On Friday the 13th
It was girl from your past

Thought you two had forgotten each other
Made contact once or twice
Connected like two magnets

Marked each other's life stories
In each of your books
She helped with your pain

Talked some sense into you
Your thoughts had calmed down
The visions were still there

You liked them so much you let them stay
Didn’t light the match yet for them
Still needed to figure things out
Things went down again
He came back
Full of anger

Not one bit sad
You knew him well enough to know that he was hurting
Looked straight into his eyes saw all of the anger and hurtness

There was a reflection in them though
It was you
Realized of all of the shit he had put you through

Tried to talk to him
Led up to screaming and fighting
Emotions had all spilled out of you like a full cup of water

Crying and sobbing together
All the lies that you two told
Were destroyed

Didn’t want thing to go wrong again
Cried over and over again
Are things ever going to get better you had once thought

You had a teaspoon of strength in you
Used up all of it
On the girl who had helped you with your pain

He had detoxicated all of his emotions
Told you how he really felt
Couldn’t go back how things