It's like I am transported in a different place. where I am refreshed ...after watching the movie "the sisterhood of traveling pants", thinking about Bailey, I thought Thank God for hope. That my hope doesn't depend on a pair of traveling pants although that's a good idea... every movie somehow talks about summer love, I keep wondering I will never get that summer love. because let's face it in real life it doesn't exist. But I do hope and pray that God will bring me that person that I will start my own story with. I wonder how it will be like. After
looking at Bridget, I feel sad and happy at the same time because I can feel her loneliness sometimes and happiness because look at her she's so fit and she plays football. How awesome is that? I wish I could be fitter and be more athletic.
I 've had this desire since my childhood. Carmen is awfully honest about her feeling and how she shares her feelings with her dad was amazing. Tiby has got style, I do have that kind of craziness in me sometimes. I sometimes want to do drastic things like wear something funky put some different makeup and be care free... YOU KNOW now that I think of it......It's crazy because I've done all this in my grandfather's place. like Lena, I shifted to my nanus place for two years. of course, I didn't find any summer love....not here.... but I did all that I ever wanted to. I started writing, although I am not very good at it. I started reading and watching good sitcoms. sleeping my heart out, eating and even joined the gym. I did the crazy bit by getting red highlights, then blue that later turned green....Woah! Isn't God just awesome? I do miss that kind of friendship as well but well I still have them just not the way I wanted.