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If I committed suicide would anyone care? No one seemed the hear the screams and cries before my suicide... So why do they care now? I've always been different and hated so why is it different now? I won't ever understand why everyone seems to care and want me back. If it takes someone to commit suicide for you to realize your a bitch then you need to review yourself. If I committed suicide would anyone cry for me to come back. Probably not. If I went missing for a day would anyone notice. It's alright my dear. No one loved you anyways. Wipe your tears and take the pills.... I want everyone to realize what they lost.
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If I committed suicide would anyone care? No one seemed the hear the screams and cries before my suicide... So why do they care now? I've always been different and hated so why is it different now? I won't ever understand why everyone seems to care and want me back. If it takes someone to commit suicide for you to realize your a bitch then you need to review yourself. If I committed suicide would anyone cry for me to come back. Probably not. If I went missing for a day would anyone notice. It's alright my dear. No one loved you anyways. Wipe your tears and take the pills.... I want everyone to realize what they lost.
Ffuudkejrj
Gregg
T
T
Y
T
T
T
T

T
Y
Ykelellek
Be kosher
If I committed suicide would anyone care? No one seemed the hear the screams and cries before my suicide... So why do they care now? I've always been different and hated so why is it different now? I won't ever understand why everyone seems to care and want me back. If it takes someone to commit suicide for you to realize your a bitch then you need to review yourself. If I committed suicide would anyone cry for me to come back. Probably not. If I went missing for a day would anyone notice. It's alright my dear. No one loved you anyways. Wipe your tears and take the pills.... I want everyone to

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