John Barton does not know what he wants in life but he knows what he does not want. He does not want to follow in his father's footsteps; to "make promises I can't keep...I don't want a lot of responsibilities in life...I don't want to climb to the top" (pg 47). As John Barton continues to discover his identity, he dislikes it more and more. He convinces himself that he does not want to live anymore. It is a fact that many teenagers face and Marchetta portrays it extremely well though John Barton. When John First tells Josie that he does not want to live anymore, she, like many teenage friends, did not fully understand. "At first I didn't understand... watching those vacant eyes I realised he meant no other life" (pg 134). Many songs portray the feelings that John Barton fells, an excellent example being the chorus of Simple Plan's Welcome to my Life:
"To be hurt
To fell lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No, you don't know