With her growing defiance, she decided to test her mother’s limits by playing a game to see how long it took before her mother gradually gave up, which did not take long. As a further act of independence, Jing-mei purposefully played the wrong notes at piano practice because she “was so determined not to try, not to be anybody different” (Schilb & Clifford 244). Jing-mei’s independence led directly to her strong will. Not only did she want no part in her mother’s forced lifestyle, but she “was determined to put a stop to her [mother’s] foolish pride” (Schilb & Clifford 244). After embarrassing herself during her piano performance, Jing-mei believed that her mother would finally stop forcing her to become a so-called “prodigy.” However, when that did not stop her mother, Jing-mei’s strong will broke through with ruthlessness when she said that she “wish[ed] [she] were dead” (Schilb & Clifford 247). That moment finally broke her mother down, but that did not stop Jing-mei. She continued to fail her mother, each time asserting her strong will because it was her “right to fall short of expectations” (Schilb & Clifford 247). Jing-mei’s reasoning behind all of her actions was that she “did not believe [she] could be anything
With her growing defiance, she decided to test her mother’s limits by playing a game to see how long it took before her mother gradually gave up, which did not take long. As a further act of independence, Jing-mei purposefully played the wrong notes at piano practice because she “was so determined not to try, not to be anybody different” (Schilb & Clifford 244). Jing-mei’s independence led directly to her strong will. Not only did she want no part in her mother’s forced lifestyle, but she “was determined to put a stop to her [mother’s] foolish pride” (Schilb & Clifford 244). After embarrassing herself during her piano performance, Jing-mei believed that her mother would finally stop forcing her to become a so-called “prodigy.” However, when that did not stop her mother, Jing-mei’s strong will broke through with ruthlessness when she said that she “wish[ed] [she] were dead” (Schilb & Clifford 247). That moment finally broke her mother down, but that did not stop Jing-mei. She continued to fail her mother, each time asserting her strong will because it was her “right to fall short of expectations” (Schilb & Clifford 247). Jing-mei’s reasoning behind all of her actions was that she “did not believe [she] could be anything