Judd loves the beat of his heart as he says “aware of my heart beating ONEtwothree ONEtwothree!” (20 - 21). But then he thinks about the beats of his heart and repeats “Every heartbeat is past and one! Every heartbeat is past and gone! A chill came over me, i began to shiver.” (21 - 22). When Judd thought about his heart he became aware that every heartbeat you have, the closer you are to death. Nobody wants to think that way, but Judd knows it’s the truth. Near the end of the passage Judd starts talking about his older brother and Father, as he says “ Them too. All of them. Every heartbeat past and gone.” (59 - 60). Judd had plenty of time to collect all of the things he comprehended throughout the day to know that not just his life will end but everybody else’s will end as
Judd loves the beat of his heart as he says “aware of my heart beating ONEtwothree ONEtwothree!” (20 - 21). But then he thinks about the beats of his heart and repeats “Every heartbeat is past and one! Every heartbeat is past and gone! A chill came over me, i began to shiver.” (21 - 22). When Judd thought about his heart he became aware that every heartbeat you have, the closer you are to death. Nobody wants to think that way, but Judd knows it’s the truth. Near the end of the passage Judd starts talking about his older brother and Father, as he says “ Them too. All of them. Every heartbeat past and gone.” (59 - 60). Judd had plenty of time to collect all of the things he comprehended throughout the day to know that not just his life will end but everybody else’s will end as