What Does It Mean To Be An Insider?

One day I saw this kid named Emma jump for joy. She jump for joy because she felt liked she fit in or in other words an insider. An insider is someone who fits in, get along with others, popular,and everyone likes to be around. What does it means to be an insider? To be an insider it means that you have a lot of pressure on your back, because you have to do your school work, then do what's expected of you,and still have to also be cool at the same time. To be an insider you can't let people get to you, because being an insider people will bring you down and try to hurt your feelings. Have I ever felt like an insider? Yes, I actually am an insider. I might not show it at all times but I am. Sometimes I like to be by myself to get my mind right. Sometimes teachers/students make me upset,and if I already mad anything can irritate me.When I'm already irritated saying something to me I will just go off. Just fitting in being cool I can do that. Here are some of thing I do to be an insider:When people need help with there work they ask me, I help people with their relationships,I always have on fresh shoes/clothes, and then I'm just funny and fun to be around.
It don't have much impact on my life but it have some. It only have some because like I get invited to all parties even High School. Another reason it have some impact because like when my band go places people will pick to be with me.Another reason it does it means my phone want be dry,because you know when your at home with nothing to do the only other thing to do is FaceTime people. It don't have much impact though because my momma always told me,"Not everybody in this world will like you". So if I was an OUTSIDER I would still be the same Ya'Ryah I am today. Not getting invited to parties,not having people to talk to while at home, and not getting chose when when we go places is