I always got treated the worst because my mom remarried after having my brother, and was pregnant with me seven years later. He always told me that I was the reason for his misery. He would call me hurtful things and, afterwards, hit me for any small reason he got angry. I had no fault in his anger or misery for him to be treating me this way. Now that I am older, I can see it clearer. Though I may have had no fault, the weight still got thrown on me so I can grow stronger from it. In a similar way, this situation goes hand in hand with when I first got bullied in elementary. I never knew that the perception of society would change as I got older, therefore, distiguishing me as an outsider. I never knew that I would get thrown crumbled paper balls and get tripped in the hallways. I never knew that having my self confidence totally destroyed would take years to recover and convince myself otherwise of their heart staggering words. Undergoing years of being bullied in elementary all the way to my middle school years and watching my older brother physically, verbally, and mentally abuse me is the hardest thing to recall on. Though, as hard as it may be, looking back on it also reminds me of how I overcame
I always got treated the worst because my mom remarried after having my brother, and was pregnant with me seven years later. He always told me that I was the reason for his misery. He would call me hurtful things and, afterwards, hit me for any small reason he got angry. I had no fault in his anger or misery for him to be treating me this way. Now that I am older, I can see it clearer. Though I may have had no fault, the weight still got thrown on me so I can grow stronger from it. In a similar way, this situation goes hand in hand with when I first got bullied in elementary. I never knew that the perception of society would change as I got older, therefore, distiguishing me as an outsider. I never knew that I would get thrown crumbled paper balls and get tripped in the hallways. I never knew that having my self confidence totally destroyed would take years to recover and convince myself otherwise of their heart staggering words. Undergoing years of being bullied in elementary all the way to my middle school years and watching my older brother physically, verbally, and mentally abuse me is the hardest thing to recall on. Though, as hard as it may be, looking back on it also reminds me of how I overcame