Have you ever sat down and actually thought about your life? Like really
thought about it, the choices you have made, the mistakes, the things you have said
both good and bad, and the attitudes you have had towards people. Well I
personally never thought it was important. I was stubborn, so bull-headed. I never
took any advice from anyone. It was my way, or the highway. I never thought I had
to listen to what anyone told me. I got myself into lots of deep holes in life. I never
thought that what I did could really affect anyone else. I mean it is my life right?
But turns out it affects more people than I could ever imagine.
"Oh man I hate my life, it is horrible." Ever hear yourself saying that or even
thinking it? A lot of people have been there in their lives, I know I have. I am the
middle child. My older brother being my mom's baby and my younger sister being
the baby of the family. I never thought anything was fair growing up. They would
get something and I would not. I threw a fit saying "It is not fair!" Looking back
maybe they earned it and I did not. As a senior in high school sometimes I still
wonder if life will ever be fair. I know everything in life is not handed to you, you
have earn it. Life does not owe us anything, we owe life. This chapter Life Is
Hard... and Not Always Fair has really opened my eyes. It has shown me that life
is not about fairness. Life is what you make it, and how you overcome all the of
obstacles it throws your way. I am a complainer, a big one at that, but complaining
only makes the situation worse. I never solved my problems, I would just walk
away and brush them off. I have fights with my friends, parents, boyfriend, and my
siblings. I hate fighting because I have a big mouth when I am mad, and I do