Throughout the book, Firdaus strives for power, acceptance, and the ability to make her own decisions. She struggles to find a sense of freedom and independence in the world, therefore, ending the story on a tragic note. “I rammed my foot down on the accelerator as thought in a hurry to run over the world, to stamp it all out. But the next moment I quickly lifted my foot and braked hard, and the car came to a halt. And at that moment, I realized that Firdaus had more courage than I” (114). Firdaus concluded escaping the jurisdiction from others would be resolved by death alone. The narrator clarifies that Firdaus’ demise resembles real power and strength that the narrator herself could not be strong enough to
Throughout the book, Firdaus strives for power, acceptance, and the ability to make her own decisions. She struggles to find a sense of freedom and independence in the world, therefore, ending the story on a tragic note. “I rammed my foot down on the accelerator as thought in a hurry to run over the world, to stamp it all out. But the next moment I quickly lifted my foot and braked hard, and the car came to a halt. And at that moment, I realized that Firdaus had more courage than I” (114). Firdaus concluded escaping the jurisdiction from others would be resolved by death alone. The narrator clarifies that Firdaus’ demise resembles real power and strength that the narrator herself could not be strong enough to