Throughout the novel, a close parallel is drawn between Kae 's quest to reveal the secrets of her past and her journey towards self-realization. By slowly piecing together the tragic circumstances surrounding the suicide of her aunt Suzanne, Kae begins to realize her own path. This new direction eventually evolves beyond the practice of traditionally defined Chinese patriarchal ideals that …show more content…
By identifying the stifling barriers that resulted in Suzanne 's eventual suicide, Kae realizes that she must not doom herself to the same fate of her ancestors by allowing the masculine to manipulate her existence. Kae expresses this in a letter to Hermia: "I am afraid that I am just as vulnerable as Suzie to having my first real creative expression thwarted.