A Routine Day

e I am outside the door. It’s bright and I can’t see much, I hear my little sister following close behind me. The same ritual everyday it has become a habit, it is like this routine is etched into my skin. I don’t think about what I’m doing and I what I’m going to do it’s like the muscles have remembered, what I do precisely.
“onee-chan, onee-chan” she says ah there it is that angel like voice its weird but that voice is the only thing I respond to these days. I turn around and there she is waiting for me to say something back.
“yes kazuya-chan is there something you need?” I question.
She replies “No”
I don’t understand why she calls me.I have some ideas but all of them seem stupid. I didn’t even notice but I have started walking kazuya’s holding my hand. Its quite loud this morning the cars are speeding through the busy roads of Tokyo with the ferociousness of Wolves in the middle of a hunt and the grace of a swan. We reach kazuya’s school.
“Ok kazuya here’s your lunch and I will pick you up after school. Ok?” I say
She rolls her eyes at me and says “I know onee-chan im not a little girl anymore I’m in Junior high.”
I laugh, “I know you're not a little girl anymore but i still worry about you and i always will.”
I hug her and then remember that it is her closing graduation this afternoon.
“actually i’ll be here early to watch you graduate your first year of junior high.”
I see a large grin appear on her face and she says “Thanks Onee-chan.” before running away to meet up with her friends. I linger around not wanting to leave but i know i have to and i start aimlessly moving towards work. I stop i can hear a faint voice calling out my name. As i turn around Ayame my clumberson work partner runs in to me. I get up laughing.
“You really need to stop running in to me in the morning, it’s like you are doing it on purpose.”
She smiles instead of her usual glare when i say that, and then says,