It was just some ignorance inside me, some crazy thing inside me, something blind (ASP 183). Gene's "blind impulse" would be described by May as a demonstration of his unfreedom. He is controlled by his unconscious, forced to do something his conscious would never have dreamt of. In his one of his essays May states,
They are unfree that is they are bound and pushed by unconscious patterns, (May 4).
This describes Gene perfectly. Had he really been able to analyze the possible consequences of his actions, he definitely wouldn't have "jounced the limb" (ASP 52). Gene constantly projects his subconscious personality traits onto Phineas. In other words, Gene thinks Finny feels all of the jealous feelings he unknowingly feels. A prime example of this is when Gene detected that Finny was a den of lonely, selfish ambition, (ASP 48).
Gene is in what May termed the rebellious stage, in