I Will Never Regret That I Loved You

I Will Never Regret That I Loved You

Smiling when’s thinking on you
Keep quiet in a sudden while heard your name
Crying while thinking on you alone; but keeps smiling while sees u
Life’s too touching and perfect
I would more rather like to be sad for you; or even, depressed
I’m writing the sadness in the diary that doesn’t belongs with me
I’ll crying while heard that the lyrics is so nearly with my feelings
I’ll crying while watching parts of touching drama
Dreaming on your cruel face, then cry and awake from dreams
Keeps smiling silly while thought about our funny arguing
There’re too many, many
Thanks God that I have found you, it’s a happiness to see you
Although I keep saying to give up, but it’s still unbearable
I have spent my youth and left the Loves aside; but still waiting even if I know that it won’t ends well
Everyday that I love you is a terrible nightmare
Every minute, or even every moment is filled with sweet and pain
Pain made cries while sweet memories is a illusion to console myself
But I still won’t let it go
I have already defeat
I already defeat while the moments I felt in love with you
I said:
[ You see, I lose till my heart’s empty ]
Really felt that you’re the unfortunate for me; but I ‘m still willing to be hurt by you- Although I knew that I will hurt badly
I always pray that I’ve never fell in love with you before, or even, I’ve never known you
But if the God’s giving me a chance to go back to past, I’m still choosing to love you-definitely
I wonder if you are the One in my life
I wonder if I’ve found the Mr. Right with the wrong timing
Or met with the wrong person in the right timing
My friends feel unfair for me
They advise me to give up
They said that I’m not suppose to be sad for you
They say [ What does he so good? ]
I declare it for you
I declare that you are good enough
I said [ It’s just because I’m not good enough, I can’t help ]
I know what’s they’ll never know
I know, you’re hardworking enough
I know, you’re very tough
Or even, I know that you have too much pressure
I know that it’s a better way if I give up
But I just don’t want to give up
[ Just because you are just the way you are, the only one of you ]
However sad or hard I am
Is better than if you pain
That makes my heart’ s pain
Love, makes me tiny
When really fall in love, the limits will be thrown
But life’s fulfill with too much regrets
There are too much, too much of people
Still can’t be together in the end
I’ve told myself [ Love is one’s personal matter ]
But why I’m crying for my sadness once and more?
You’ve told me
If we’re still not success for this time
You’ll give up, that means we are really inconsiderable
If we really reach the only way to give up
And it’s no way anymore
I will leave here
[ If there’s a chance that can brings me back, I’ll still choose to fall in love with you.
Though it’s painful, I’m still grateful that I found you. It’s my best luck to found you.
I will remember that I had deeply love someone before ]
I know I have to give up
The future is still broad; but you can’t give me the happiness I want
But I’m still unbearable
Because I don’t know
Whether can I find someone that enables me to love him deeply like now in the future
Can I love him just like how I love you now, that deeply and unregretful
All I know that you are a wound in my heart, that’ll never recover
I can’t forget it, just because that I’ve deeply love, hurt and pain
I will keep you in my deep heart’s core
In a deep, deep corner
Worried that if I touched it, it’ll brings core’s painful
I will never regret that I loved you