I Wish I Could

I Wish I Could
I wish I could turn back the clock to vanish regrets of my wrong decisions from my heart and memories. Those regrets not only made me mentally weak but also depress me. Elders are real profit and their advices are the best way to success. My ego made me blind and ruled the brain and that was the point where I fall and still regret. I wish I could go back to correct my mistakes and to be a man I used to be, full of confidence, cheered and eager for success.
There is saying that if you want to be successful, seek the advice of experienced people. I ignored advice of my friends and elders on two big decisions that turn around my life. First I ignored my friends and then rather learning from the mistakes by following my parent advice I also ignored them too and did what I thought was better. Ignoring them was my mistake and I was punished rightly so.
Everyone wants to be successful so do I. Students in boarding school dreams off to be a house caption so did I. Being strongest among the other candidates I was more hungry for it . Despite my friends advising me not to take position, I went on to stand on election and eventually won them. Avarice is root of all evils, I realized that there is more to it than meets the eye and within a month I learned what this position asks to sacrifice, your personality. I realized that this position is like a nine days wonder. There were fights, foul mothered conversation, grouping and rivalry. Soon I lost the support and was figure among cyphers. My ego let me down and could not help myself because ego is main part of the position. I lost my personality and behavior for which I was cheered and respected. Those who once supported me later rivaled me and acted like wolf in a lamb’s clothing. I was forced retire myself early from the post. Rather than learning from my mistakes and ego playing the part, I decided to withdraw from the school despite my parent advising me not to take this step but I ignored. These wrong