Loneliness is a disease. It eats away at people slowly, gradually tearing them limb from limb. It is a virus that send some people insane. I want to have friends, Curley. I want somebody to talk to and laugh with. I thought I could find that with you. I thought marrying you would be an escape from the shitty life that I was leading with my ma. Turns out that this is even worse than I expected.
You changed Curley. You changed so much, I cant even keep up with you no more. It feels like I'm on a wild goose chase. I see you going to the cat houses. I see you. You think I don't know where you go? I know where you go. It's alright for you to go hooking up with a girl every minute but when I talk to the guys you suspect something. You're a little hypocrite, you know that?
I can't handle this no more. I can't do it. I can't. I can't. I can't. There's got to be more than this to life. Because of you no one respects me. I go on the ranch and all the men look down on me like I’m a little tart. Well I'll tell you what! I'm the only virgin on this ranch. So Curley, I think you need to get your facts right.
I need to let go. But the strange fact is....I'm in love with you. That's a cold, hard bitter fact. And I hate it. How can I be in love with a foul, arrogant, ugly creature like you. I don't understand it myself. Everyday I wake up trying to get myself out of this dream that I’m in love with you. How can it be possible? How can I be in love with you Curley, how?
I remember my mother said to me the night I left, “Girl, you crazy, you love too easily and one day it's all going to turn bad. Love aint a good thing, my child.” she said. That's