won’t come‚ my heart pounding. I don’t know what time it is and for a minute I don’t know where I am‚ I’m still trapped in whatever hellscape I was in. It takes me another minute to realise that I am home in my bed‚ and another minute to calm my racing heart and even out my breathing. In and out‚ in and out‚ over and over again until I’ve calmed down. At this point I’m too exhausted to go to find my parents so I settle for trying to sleep‚ even though exhaustion claws at the back of my throat I can’t
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that my parents would handle anything. I was the youngest in the family‚ the “porcelain doll” that no one could touch. I was doing things not because I wanted to but because I felt I needed too. Part of my struggle was that I believed that my thoughts and ideas were too fragile for the harshness of the world and refused to let them see the light of day. Everyone around me was evolving; they were finding the thing that made them “them”. My sister had law school‚ my cousin had music and all my friends
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morning tune resounding across scenery. The gentle morning breeze brings the intense color of the flowers to life. Their natural soft and sweet fragrance along with the trees swaying is hypotonic in their rhythm. The gentle babbling of a slow flowing creek‚ Crackling and bubbling as it flows down stream with its crystal clear water‚ shows no signs of ever being touched by man. My special place overwhelms me with feelings by the flooding of senses. It is here in the calm of the day‚ the senses
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Like many before me one of my most defining moments came from my high school days when I was still attempting to find a balance between getting good grades and maintaining a social life. During that time‚ I was just entering a period where I had dealt with bullying without standing up for myself in school. As a result‚ I entered high school somewhat embittered but also made it intentionally difficult for others to get close to me since many of the people I had once held close to me had turned on
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The hands that I look down upon can’t be mine‚ why because they’re covered in blood. But they must be‚ I also taste the blood on my lips every time I breathe. I can’t feel my face‚ all I feel is the adrenaline rushing through me. The blood‚ the adrenaline‚ and the metallic taste‚ all mixed together is too much. I start running to my mom. I can’t yell because if I do the blood will get in and the taste will remind me of how hurt I am. How could such a childhood experience end in blood and a broken
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MY SPECIAL PLACE There are so many place that one can go to find tranquility and inspiration‚ people can go to a church‚ to the peeks of Kilimanjaro‚ some may find inspiration at a New York fashion show or an art gallery of Kustiv Klimt‚ or one can find tranquility by meditating in the oddest of places‚ like under a bypass or on the streets of a rural Columbian village‚ others by picking fruit without a corporate business suits on their back. But however they find their own special place‚ there
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Have you never done something in your life that everyone else has done‚ maybe like skiing‚ going on a boat‚ go fishing‚ falling from a tree‚ etc.? I have never been on a roller coaster and everyone else has. You can’t really bond with people once they talk about their favorite subject that you haven’t yet done‚ until you do it. It was May 26‚ 2017‚ it was the day I had I have been waiting for. The day I would go on a roller coaster for the first time. I was happy the day before‚ I was planning nothing
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My memory may have failed me that day‚ but I knew I was going to get into the house one way or another. I had seen dozens of movies where people got into their house without a trace so my twelve year old brain thought I could pull off the same stunts as a million dollar movie. In my mind I had planned out the best idea for a break in and ended up with a sliced up a finger dipped in hydrogen peroxide‚ having to wrap plastic all over the windows so snow wouldn’t get in and overall forgetting my phone
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Although there are many special people in my life‚ the one that means the most to me is my mom. Some people might think there girlfriends or people they knew that fought in a war. I am writing about someone that has been there for me all my life and is a beautiful person inside and out. My mom has done things for me that I can never repay her for and that’s why it’s so easy for me to write this essay bout her. My mom raised me as a single parent my whole life. She has done a great raising me. I
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day I born then why don’t you invite me on your wedding‚ now remember‚ I will not invite you people on my wedding"‚ the first time I angrily asked this to my dad on my second birthday when I could not even speak correctly. The same question I would ask my dad every birthday using the same words. The same answer I got with a kindly smile‚ "because you were new born and were so delicate to come". My birthday celebration was an amalgam of excitement‚ joy‚ and amusement‚ which was so uncommon. We would
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