There is a shadow that follows me‚ and even as I write this‚ it hangs itself over my head. But‚ I know it by name. It is anxiety. To best summarize how I feel‚ and to summarize this process‚ it’s hell. I’ve just given the final draft to my editor‚ but I’m no longer thrilled. The anxiety struck the moment I pressed send. The excitement is now replaced with uneasiness and fear. I want to reel these words back in‚ forget them‚ and live life as if they’ve never been written. From the moment it happened
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The drunkards go home‚ throwing beer bottles behind their left shoulders: alcohol stains spell out initials of people they used to love and the name of that casino down the road. This is how mornings begin in the city: knee‚ shoulder‚ and right knuckle skinned in half-hearted fights; fingertips hypothermic blue‚ just for show. The alleyways are filled with tired eyes and clusters of folded yellow flowers in unfeeling hands. Glass shatters like ocean waves‚ like my mind when time stopped ticking forward
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The last day I saw my son his friends were at the hospital. The nurse told me Johnny did not want to see me but I demanded but I forced myself in the room. I do not know why he did not want to see me because I did not do something wrong his dad also did nothing did nothing wrong. Why does he hate me and his dad he never sleeps here too I wonder why. Also why was he gone for a week I am so confused. I knew that me and his dad should be stricter and hit him one more time if he was never home by 9:00
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The night was pitch black. No stars to fill the sky. The only patch of light was the moon‚ but even it was shaded by the fast moving clouds. Adrenaline was rushing. Blood was pumping. Legs were moving. The quick movements were drowned out by the large amounts of traffic below. Joel loved danger. Acting as if he was invulnerable to fear. He loved it‚ because he was mainly the one causing it. Robberies‚ illegal deals‚ assassinations‚ he had done it all. It didn’t bother him. He had no reason to
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This book is my attempt to quiet the voices in my head‚ and put them into a chronological story. This book may confuse some‚ but keep in mind that this is a very confusing world‚ and to put it into words is stressful. In order to completely understand what this was like for me‚ you would’ve had to have been there‚ experiencing these events alongside me‚ and since I was alone‚ I’ve done my best to describe what it felt like to live through those years. I used to believe that once I’d written everything
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Thank you. I know that must have been difficult for you to agree to. We can settle the details of the meeting later-- that you will at all surprised me. I know you enjoy your solitude... Or at least‚ you find solace in it. To answer your question‚ your only question‚ I’m not sure how long I waited for Johnny. No clock was keeping the time and to me it felt like hours‚ but every minute seemed to drag. I really didn’t think he would come‚ even if he didn’t know that Joyce was away and I had given
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Sam nodded at Eric and together they walked toward the pool‚ Sam grasping the charcoal stick in one hand like a vice. They started painting their faces. It seemed wrong‚ somehow‚ to create a war mask out of colours that symbolised goodness‚ safety and love. As they plastered on the mask‚ Jack hurried them. “Come on you two. We don’t have all day!” As they finished their masks and looked at their reflection the water of the pool‚ a new emotion rushing through them. It was as if they had been taken
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“Yeah she is. I have no idea how Dom is going to take it though. You remember Beau talking about the thing I used to have with him… I honestly don’t know if all my feelings for him are gone yet.” “Don’t sweat it‚ Otto. Things will work out for you in the end. They always do.” Morelli easily read the expression on my face because he was laughing in seconds. “Okay maybe not‚ considering our line of work. Oh come on‚ sport liven up! You’ve found your mate! I haven’t even found mine yet and I’m far
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The girl had begun to eat one of the child’s eyeballs‚ allowing her eyes to roll back as she savored the warm juices inside. I leapt at her‚ claws out and cut deeply into her cheek. The cut bled ferociously and she cupped it with one hand‚ the other on her mouth to muffle her cries of pain. She ran away as fast as she could‚ as I cried over the body. I ran to the house where I had seen the boy playing and scratched at the door. A kind looking woman answered it. I sadly saw the
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I have longed for Bess since I began working as the ostler of the old inn. Her incredible beauty caught my eyes and made me fall for instantly. I sadly though will never have a chance at love with Bess because her love is the highwayman. I envy every moment they spend together and that’s very often. I can tell when he’s present by his movement on the cobblestones‚ the whip on the shutters and his rhythmical whistling. I needed him gone if I ever was to spend any time with Bess. I knew
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