I cannot tell you how many times people have abandoned me. Seen them Triumph over me! Left me for dead! They wanted nothing to do with me; rather‚ it was their insecurities or demons‚ but it somehow felt like I was the one punished. I looked for you‚ God‚ and felt like I could not find you! I felt like I couldn’t find you in my pain‚ hurt‚ abandonment‚ and depression. I kept looking‚ crying out‚ waiting for you to show up to rescue me! Rescue me from these enemies. They persecute me without cause
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I can’t imagine. I just. I don’t want to keep all these thoughts and emotions in and yet I feel as if I have to. It’s my job. A sudden wave hit me‚ a wave of depression for absolutely no reason at all. And now I’m hurting and the hurt won’t end. Everything triggers a certain memory that just brings me deeper in the hole. And I tell myself to just forget the past and focus on the present but for some reason I can’t. So the only person I can let these emotions out to is myself. My life isn’t bad and
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“Yay”‚ I screamed after hearing that we were going to church. “I can’t wait to play with my fwend Jenny”. Imagining her graceful brown hair dancing in the wind. Her divine brown eyes reflecting my spoilt face like a mirror‚ her smile so bright it beats the giant bright ball in the sky. I put on my raspy brown plaid shirt that had race cars spotted all over the back and front. My diminutive khaki pants and went running into the living room where my dad carried me and brought me to the
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"I know what it’s like to be different‚ Evie‚" Brennan said soothingly. He knew how volatile Evie was right now and was only trying to calm her. "No‚ you don’t!" She exploded‚ "You have never been bullied! You have always been ’cool’ so you have never been called names‚ thrown around in the hallways or embarrassed everyday. You always had friends while I had no one. I was raised so dependent on my parents that I could never go against them when they said that my studies were more important than
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I’m a caterpillar. Crawling around with not a single idea what my future holds for me. I have always felt I was different from all the other insects. They all seem to know who they are and what their purpose is. But not me‚ I don’t have the slightest clue. I have always felt that I’ve been trapped inside the completely wrong body. And that somehow when I was just a little larvae‚ I was mistaken and introduced as something I knew I wasn’t. Well they were correct about who I was physically but mentally
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Daddoo Remember growing up not knowing exactly what your dad does for a living or not being able to explain it to anyone? You just know that we live in this huge house and he always wears a suit. Well I remember that because it’s my life right now. Why is it that I can hear it over and over again what my father does for a living but I can never understand it? Am I dumb?! Or is it just a bunch of mumbo jumbo? All my friends think he’s in the mafia because he wears pin stripe and black suits and
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It is a day like any other day. The glowing warmth of the sun is hidden behind fluffy grey clouds‚ the warmth is barley touching the ground. Children are running from place to place‚ chasing after one another. I could almost say‚ that there’s nothing special today‚ but that would be lie. Today is the day of my sisters wedding! The excitement and anticipation has been drenching our small village for weeks. The chance to celebrate anything is very seldom‚ and a wedding‚ a wedding is the greatest celebration
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When the carriage stopped in front of the townhouse‚ Boudreaux bid us a good night‚ and informed us‚ I felt more for me‚ than Louis‚ that he was leaving first thing next morning and traveling to his plantation to oversee the planting. We wished him well and parted ways. I felt Boudreaux’s eyes on me as we walked inside. After we went inside‚ Louis said that he wished he had told Ransom that he was leaving within the week and going back to Barbados; the unrest there was threatening the cane crop.
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There once was an island in the middle of the Netherlands‚ called Grayville. In Grayville there was only one color‚ gray‚ the dragons‚ the buildings‚ the floor‚ basically the whole island was gray. This was because there was an evil king‚ his name was King Fluff. King Fluff made it rain all day‚ every day‚ which washed away all of the color‚ Johnny was sick of it. Johnny is a dragon who was born in Grayville‚ he hated every day of his life‚ all he wanted was to see color. “What are yo-‚ Johnny!”
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LYDIA I’m a young‚ fun‚ flirtatious girl and the youngest of five sisters‚ although I have always been the most amusing! I don’t take life too seriously and am always looking for an exciting time. I’m confident and courageous and enjoy new experiences. I especially love parties where I can meet new people. I am looking for a relationship filled with nice surprises and quirks - not a boring‚ mainstream one. I am willing to take risks to be with the one I love. I might be young but don’t let this
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