It parallels his struggle between art and religion – he persists with his art as far as he is able to, until the shame overcomes the desire to continue and he stops – similarly, he continues to “leave his marks” on the snow until he stumbles and …show more content…
Finally, on the bottom of page 141, a blank sheet of paper is displayed, next to a pencil that lies abandoned. The paper is a symbol that represents Thompson’s inability to reconcile his art and his religion – the results of his efforts to draw his religion, to portray the divine, ultimately ended with a blank sheet of paper. It stands in contrast to his later art which he sends to Raina; that art was secular and ultimately drawn to appease his own desires. But when he attempts to draw for others, for a higher purpose, he fails – the blank sheet is the literal absence of content, his refusal to do something that he perceives as sinful even to solidify his faith. He fails to reveal this inner struggle to others; only through the results of his failures can his conception of the sinfulness of his art be revealed. Overall, while religion and art are not necessarily incompatible as entities on their own, Thompson’s perception of his art being fundamentally opposed to his religion forces him to choose one over the