Best day of my life

The best day of my life was when I found out that I was not a ruler of my life. This might of course need some explanation on my part, but once you understand what I mean, you would get my drift. I grew up as a child with a lot of self-confidence. I was alone most of the time as I was living with my parents. Even from my young age, I grew up to be self-reliant in many things. I hardly went to others seeking for any kind of help. I tried to manage everything on my own. This was good in a way, but I also carried a lot of undue pressure, as I began to handle things on my own. In a way, I was the ruler of my life and I ran it the way I wanted.

Although this made me look confident on the outside, I knew my own weaknesses and I was always a little insecure on the inside. I put on a brave front, but I was always afraid that I could come across a situation that I could not handle. The pressure was constantly on and I had a lasting fear of uncertainty. I never knew how I could get rid of my fear and regain stability in my life.
The main reason for that fear was my surroundings. I lived in area which was full of crime and injustice. Money was everything for them no matter from where you are, whether you are rich or poor, corruption was at its peak. You might get confused but let me clear you that I was talking about my admission. Yes I never realized these kinds of things before, but when it came to me the day turns into a dark night. It was a day when I went for an admission in university for Medical