Blue Monologue

don’t know how to say this because I have zero experience in this kind of thing whatsoever, but I have had the biggest crush on you since like a week into me working here. Right away I thought you were super handsome and sort of funny and your laugh is like the best thing ever, but I was fine until you started teasing me about tripping on the mats. Since then as I’ve gotten to know you I’ve tried to think up flaws and reason why no; I don’t have a huge crush on him he drives me nuts. As I’ve gotten to know you more and more and seen what a just amazing guy you are it’s just gotten worse because not only are you smart, handsome, charming, sweet, hilarious but you also are just innately nice and caring about everyone. Your smile makes everyone
You have introduced me to so many board games that I have gone to buy on amazon and then thought I can just play it with him and now I’ll have to buy all those games and I’ll probably go broke, but it’ll be worth it. You’re also kind of an amazing cook and that’s just impressive even though I’m slightly better at it... but I can teach you how to do that and you can teach me magic tricks. Honestly I could be doing anything with you and it would be fun. We could be cleaning out a storage closet and I’d be having fun if I got to do it with you. You have the best jokes and your sense of humor is so similar to mine even though mine is a little more pun and dad joke based and you roll your eyes a lot, but I’m hilarious and you know it. In summation, I completely adore you. Like I have never adored anyone ever and I’ve never said anything about it because you have a gf and I know you love her and at the end of the day I just want you to be happy and even though I’m completely devastated that you’re leaving I’m so proud of you for doing something that is kinda terrifying; I mean you’re moving across the country