brought up.She tries to do her best for Jeremy and Jillly.She spends time playing with them and teaching them and cleaning them and comes to love them.
While Jolly is working she can afford to pay La Vaughn and La Vaughn's bank account, her own escape route, grows satisfactorily. Then, Jolly gets fired. Now Jolly and La Vaughn are friends and it is only at this point that La Vaughn really comprehends what a terrible trap Jolly is in. Jolly has no family to fall back on. She never went to school much, so she is almost illiterate. She cannot find another job, and if she does it most likely won't last very long. She fears to take the Welfare handouts in case she loses her children. La Vaughn continues to babysit for free while Jolly considers her non-existent
options:
Me sitting the kids free is like Jolly gets Welfare right at home from somebody almost a child herself, me.
And that's most definitely not right.
I should be paid for my services.
But then like it says Help Your Neighbor.
And like they say in Steam (Self-esteem) Class:
One good thing you do in a day for somebody else don't cost you.
But then they go on about you have to find the good thing that ain't the wrong good thing, like for somebody going to abuse you, or like you expect some big banquet of thanks for it which you ain't going to get.
They make you give examples of both kinds.
So I end up not knowing after I thought about it no more than I did in the first place.
Then La Vaughn persuades Jolly to go back to school.