Collier, Lizabeth’s transition into womanhood takes away her childhood innocence and throws her emotions into chaos and confusion. In the summer of Lizabeth’s fourteenth year, “the world [seems to lose] its boundaries” because she sees her “father, who [is] the rock on which [her] family [is] built, . . . sobbing like the tiniest child” (Collier 87). Her innocence begins to fall away, as she can no longer remain oblivious to the pain that taints the familiarities of her childhood. Her father’s show of weakness, along with the already-present confusion of her transition into adolescence, finally break the little control Lizabeth has left over her emotions. Her feelings of “need[,] . . . hopelessness[,] . . . bewilderment[,] . . . [and] fear” (Collier 88) unleash as she “[leaps] furiously into the mounds of [Miss Lottie’s] marigolds and [pulls] madly, trampling and pulling and destroying” until “it [is] too late to undo what [she has] done” (Collier 88). The violent uprooting of the marigolds represents Lizabeth’s own abrupt uprooting of her foothold in childhood. She leaves her childish immaturity behind in this one last tantrum, therefore rushing into the new experiences of adolescence. The journey between the two stages of Lizabeth’s life is volatile and filled with uncertainty; her loss of blissful ignorance and innocence marks the true beginning of her
Collier, Lizabeth’s transition into womanhood takes away her childhood innocence and throws her emotions into chaos and confusion. In the summer of Lizabeth’s fourteenth year, “the world [seems to lose] its boundaries” because she sees her “father, who [is] the rock on which [her] family [is] built, . . . sobbing like the tiniest child” (Collier 87). Her innocence begins to fall away, as she can no longer remain oblivious to the pain that taints the familiarities of her childhood. Her father’s show of weakness, along with the already-present confusion of her transition into adolescence, finally break the little control Lizabeth has left over her emotions. Her feelings of “need[,] . . . hopelessness[,] . . . bewilderment[,] . . . [and] fear” (Collier 88) unleash as she “[leaps] furiously into the mounds of [Miss Lottie’s] marigolds and [pulls] madly, trampling and pulling and destroying” until “it [is] too late to undo what [she has] done” (Collier 88). The violent uprooting of the marigolds represents Lizabeth’s own abrupt uprooting of her foothold in childhood. She leaves her childish immaturity behind in this one last tantrum, therefore rushing into the new experiences of adolescence. The journey between the two stages of Lizabeth’s life is volatile and filled with uncertainty; her loss of blissful ignorance and innocence marks the true beginning of her