Philosophically, groups are only as real as we allow them to be, groups such as, the LGBT community, African American communities, …show more content…
In school, I was never treated the same, maybe it was because I was half white in a predominately black school, or maybe it was because I was a little quirky and weird as a kid; in effect, early on I was casted out due to “differences”.
As a result, I have memories, of being called “light-bright” due to the tone of my skin, “white-boy”, and “nerd” for making an effort to educate myself. Comparatively, in my teenage years, I surrounded myself with drug dealers and miscreants of all types in an effort to fit in. I knew as well as them, that I was different from them, but I was, in part, accepted nonetheless. And yet, I felt left out by these “friends” of mine. In my adulthood, I joined the military a group on it’s own, and into a field that I had no experience in. Once I had completed my training and arrived at my base, I was immediately exiled as unreliable. This was due to the lack of knowledge I had in my job compared to someone who had the experience prior to service. Under those circumstances, I learned to work my butt off in order to stand out. During my stretch in the military, I periodically visited my hometown, and with each visit, started to feel more like a castaway to the place I grew