How Do Philosophies Shape Our Perspective

Philosophies consistently change as everyday occurrences shape our perspective. From a young age, I was held to a higher standard than my peers. My mother had recently been abandoned by my father, and was left to work three jobs to support the bills he had left behind. I depended on her as much as she depended on me, and we worked together to survive. Days before my fourth birthday, I began to become too sick to attend school, too sick to even walk. This progressed until my doctors ran enough tests to determine I was a type one, insulin dependent, diabetic. As a child, I was conditioned by the reactions I received. I constantly got rewarded for the bravery of taking my own insulin at 7, or waking up early to check my glucose on my own. My teachers
would congratulate my mom on raising such an "independent" child, and praised me for obeying orders. The older I grew, the more tired I became of being congratulated; the more resistant to the constant conversations following my dosage at every meal; I grew sick of being asked regularly if I was "sure I could eat that" or if I was acting bubbly because my glucose was high. The stereotypes seemed to demand more each year, as public advertisements for type two diabetes were broadcast, and the assumption began which I was diagnosed due to obesity. Rumors followed my disease, as boys broke up with me because they didn't want to catch my illness and girls assumed my needles weren't prescription. I struggled with keeping my glucose regulated and began to refuse to take insulin.
With time, I grew out of the meaningless phase of my life and began to accept who I was and began to take control of my disease. My glucose began to regulate, and I was able to receive an insulin pump. I went from taking nearly 20 injections a day to taking one every three days. My quality of life has increase immensely, and I am free to pursuit any aspect in life I wish. Though my peers brought forth more challenges than diabetes itself, I grew to recognize that I am an inspiration to many people. I am currently the drum major of my school's marching band, and I will receive my associates degree in the Spring from Santa Fe. Tackling so many challenges while facing the struggle of my illness proved to be a huge challenge, but I would not ask for any other experience. Every day brings a new challenge but I am willing to face it with previous obstacles I have overcome in mind. I am extremely humbled and thankful as I was blessed with an extremely loving and considerate mother who always ensures my safety. I am otherwise thankful to have been given so many opportunities to flourish and receive an education within such an outstanding
community. As I face trials today, I consider the opportunities I was given throughout my childhood to mature and learn the value of life. Regardless of circumstance, I carry a reason to live to my fullest ability and to try things I would not have without the experiences I hold. My irritation towards diabetes and the extensive struggles it brings often result in my conclusion coming