I Am The Cheese Analysis

NERD1234 I am the Cheese Assignment # 2

The incredible reality of a life was tantalizing to Adam, his past deprived from him which now lay decrepit, a forgotten life of triviality. Pockmarked with bruises and scar, he never felt before and terrified of the vacuity and the lack of memories that loomed over him, he was scared. He was diagnosed with amnesia. However this was merely a prelude of his life from now on. He was trapped in an estate with a solicitous therapist who was insistent with his incessant question. However only time will unravel the truth, as memories rushed back the blood caressed his vein once again, Adam would tell of the violent jarring speed thrilled stories to the poignant and emotional stories of his past.
I think the sheer initial impact of forgetting his memories, forgetting his identity and forgetting his life was a frightful experience. He woke up unaware of this contemporary world and the turmoil’s today. Yet slowly he remembers. He remembers clues of his past which mostly frighten him. The clue of the dog reminded him of his fear of dogs and how he and his father wondered into the forest for a strange reason and got attacked by a dog. Another example would be the clue of Amy Hertz. It was because of her phone nerd call about his family which made him suspicious. But I felt he was more afraid then inquisitive. Afraid to find something that would change his life forever. After discovering the two birth certificates, Brint states how he reacted, how he trembled, he shook and had the shimmers (As stated in page 65) which are all signs of fear. Finally the clue of the Gray man. Despite the resent he had for remembering and not having the courage to face the reality of his past, the truly alluring taste of figuring out the truth was too captivating. However he wasn’t willing to tell it. He didn’t want the situation to arise again and him to deal with the situation. copied and pasted off the internet He wanted the problem to be covered up and forgotten. On page 107 Brint states how he retreats because he was getting to close to remembering. He wasn’t brave enough to face the truth. But Brint later forced him to
I assume since diagnosed with amnesia Adam has slowly established an emotional imbalance and insecurity. Since the inception of his sessions with Brint he has portrayed himself as a character stifling with frustration but doesn’t quiet seem how to presume Brint to be like. Adam feels he is alienated from the world and lonely and therefore he doesn’t know what to think of Brint. He is confused if Brint is willing to help him or not and Adam isn’t disposed nor brave enough to trust Brint. Another example that depicts the idea of not being brave, in Carver the text mentioned specifically how his check was wet despite the fact it was raining. He was crying. He felt that he was alone. He was afraid of continuing without the aid of Amy Hertz. Finally his panic attack was significant in displaying Adams insecurity. The text states how Adam felt isolated and suspended in an unknown land. He felt his name was merely a couple of words and was as functional a Kitchen, stairs or cellar. He felt he didn’t even know who Adam Farmer was anymore. This all demonstrates how Adam’s lack of