I Didn T Like Being Known For My Disabilities

There was even people didn’t like me because of my disabilities. Even I didn’t like being known for my disabilities and didn’t want to have anything to do with the word disabilities or events and group for people with disabilities. Because I didn’t want people to see me as one of those people. Being normal was way far off that it wasn’t possible to be like everyone else in the society, I was in a looking glass world that could never be break. Would try hide who I was and wanted to change who I was by having my moles be remove and have normal hearing like everyone else in the world. But the older I got the hard it was hide my disabilities, everywhere I went people would look at me strange and ask me question that would never end. Lot time I
Whenever someone found out my medical history is always a nightmare for me for more than anything, because I always fear that they would treat me after they hear the stories. That fear always come true and when someone find out, I have to spend my life trying to get them back where they use to be or either I will cut them off without anything. Because one I am a big believer of people learning their lessons in a hard way and two ignore you than just watch you make a fool of yourself. Came to the point where I can’t really worry about what people think. Because it something I can’t control on what people think, but still something that consciously on my mind and never really leave me. For someone like me, I’m always double thinking about who, what and where questions. I have to think deep on those questions, because one have people that try take advain of me being a nice guy and with what I go through it make it hard for me to trust people. I may be an nice guy but not going to let people walk over me, cause of who they think I am. There five things that catch people looking at me for all the