I Too Wanted To Live An Ordinary Life

“ I too wanted to live an ordinary life.. I never drank , never lied, never smoked, never hurt anyone, then why me atharv why me? All I wanted from life was to make my parents happy, have a happy family and yes a caring person who would love me for what I am. Was it too much? Was it too much for god to give? Why did he do this to me? Why?…” ananya burst out in tears.. and hugged Atharv
“ Ananya , hey why are you crying? You are my superwoman, my motivation, you cannot just break down like this… don’t cry.. you are a strong girl Miss Sinha. Someone who is strong enough to take life head on and now you cannot just accept defeat… you are like that star which shines bright and who has lit up my world.. I don’t know if I should say this but I wont
I still remember that day, I had proposed her… ananya was still, silent.. I felt she was surprised and needed time.. but soon I realized that her heart … It had stopped beating.. I couldn’t feel that beat anymore.. the beat I enjoyed the most.. she was in my arms.. the way I wanted but.. … I couldn’t understand what to do.. I had blacked out for a moment… and the very next moment… with ananya in my arms.. I ran .. like a mad man.. I shouted for help…. She was soon taken to the ICU… I was standing there.. peeping through that small glass window, my girl.. my Ananya.. all so beautiful.. her smile and those beautiful eyes… and slowly darkness prevailed over my
You are the worst person in this world. Why couldn’t you meet me early? Why couldn’t you walk in my life at a phase where I would have been able to live a few more days with you? Why? The last few days that I spent with you have been the best days of my life.. Somewhere this girl who pretended to be happy … had actually started to feel happy.. Somewhere I found a person to share myself with. Someone from whom I could derive my own happiness. Atharv in you I saw a person I can trust. I saw a person I can Love.
I don’t know if I would be alive when baba hands you over this letter, I wish I am not because to have you once and then lose you is better than never having you.. I know I will regret this and you will always hate me… but I want you to live… for me and for yourself.. I want you to live your dreams and I would live them with you.. my dear love isn’t something that should hold you behind.. it should be a new beginning to your life.. I don’t want to be remembered as someone who broke Atharv Mishra but that one person who made you stronger and gave you a new meaning in life. Live for yourself and for me… make life happen and let no one ever say that Love made you weak. Instead Love should be your strength, inspiration, motivation and give you a new way in life. I'll be with you every step of the