Jackie Monologue
"You think you better than me," Jackie laughed as her son carried her into the house."You ain't shit just like your daddy wasn't shit."All you is and ever gonna be is a drug dealer and you know what's gonna happen at the end. Pow!
Laughing uncontrollably Jackie watched as her son jaw clenched together as if they were about to break.
For what has seemed like forever, Dino has taken the role of a parent since his mother had a hard doing that.
After his father's death the only thing that brought Jackie joy was the power substances that looked as pure as snow. Every night that would be her bedtime drug to heaven.
"Yeah whatever," he said ignoring her as he made his way up stairs.
Going inside his room and closing the door behind him. He removed …show more content…
his shirt taking a look in the mirror that sat on his dresser. Closing his eyes and then reopening them. He took a glance at himself realizing what kind of man he was becoming. But he never expected for it to be his father.
For years you'll think the two was identical twins if you ever seen his face compared to Dino's. But the difference between the two men was that Dino was chasing after the life he was living it unlike his father. Whom wanted to rush so far up to power that he didn't know a thing that came along with it.
"You ain't no man you a fucking coward you bastard," Jackie yelled as she followed her husband around the house.
"So my profession makes me such a coward because I choose to slang dope instead of working a nine to five," he said stopping in his tracks and turning around to face her.
"Exactly a real man would find a real job and support his wife and child instead of standing on a corner slanging rocks."
Laughing aloud he placed his back against the wall and stared a Jackie still laughing to himself.
"Its funny how when I was buying you shit and fucking you good you wouldn't say a damn thing but now that I'm trying to take the next step you got some shit to say."
"I'm saying something now because you don't know what your going to face next," she said trying to hold back her tears.
"What I'm gonna face next, Jackie I'm looking at what we facing now. Look at us still living in the fucking slums. While them niggas eating good every night, living in big ass houses, and driving and brand new shit before it's even put."
"Damien you not prepared yet," Jackie cried falling to her knees.
"Well I'll be prepared for what ever it is to come …show more content…
tonight."
Walking past her and out the door Jackie sat in the hallway crying in silence letting the tears she was holding back now fall upon her face.
Not realizing that would be the last time she saw her husband.
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"Yo listen this is the plan we go in and get out," one of Damien's friend said putting in his mask."Take what ever you can.
Getting out of the van the two made their way inside of the warehouse. Going inside the two split up giving them enough time to take what ever they wanted.
Walking inside one of the main offices Damien went towards the safe that sat on the wall and put in the code. Opening the safe and grabbing the money and a couple of the drugs. Hearing what sounding like caused him to stop what he was doing. Closing the safe back he made his way out of the office and towards the door but eventually was stopped by the cold barrel of a gun touching his temple.
"So you and James really think y'all smarter than me huh Damien," Black asked with his finger placed on the trigger.
"Look man you don't understand I got a wife and a kid at home that needs me and with the way my money was looking I ain't been able to support them like I should be," he said dropping the bag on the floor and raising his hands
up.
Not really care about what he said, Black began laughing hysterically cocking his gun back sending a bullet right threw his skull.
"Yeah I understand you full of shit," he said kneeling down and grabbing the bag and walking out the warehouse setting it on fire.
Taking a seat on his bed looking up to see his mother standing in the door way with blood shot eyes and a gun in her hand.
"When you look at your self you see him don't it," she asked looking at the blank wall.
Not saying anything he continued to stare in the mirror knowing how this night was about to go.
Laughing she held up the gun that was in her hand aiming it past Dino's head.
"You don't know how much I loved you Damien you just don't and if I would have known that would've been the last time I would seen you alive I would have pulled that trigger my damn self ,"she cried taking the pistol off safety shooting it twice.
Still looking in the mirror Dino turned around taking a look at his mother as if she was crazy. He knew she needed help because every night this was how it would go. Even if he wasn't around to witness it.
Taking a seat on the floor where she was now sitting. He just stared at her as she began to cry.
"You need help mama," he whispered placing his forehead on hers as she let her tears fall against her checks.
Laughing uncontrollably Jackie watched as her son jaw clenched together as if they were about to break.
For what has seemed like forever, Dino has taken the role of a parent since his mother had a hard doing that.
After his father's death the only thing that brought Jackie joy was the power substances that looked as pure as snow. Every night that would be her bedtime drug to heaven.
"Yeah whatever," he said ignoring her as he made his way up stairs.
Going inside his room and closing the door behind him. He removed …show more content…
his shirt taking a look in the mirror that sat on his dresser. Closing his eyes and then reopening them. He took a glance at himself realizing what kind of man he was becoming. But he never expected for it to be his father.
For years you'll think the two was identical twins if you ever seen his face compared to Dino's. But the difference between the two men was that Dino was chasing after the life he was living it unlike his father. Whom wanted to rush so far up to power that he didn't know a thing that came along with it.
"You ain't no man you a fucking coward you bastard," Jackie yelled as she followed her husband around the house.
"So my profession makes me such a coward because I choose to slang dope instead of working a nine to five," he said stopping in his tracks and turning around to face her.
"Exactly a real man would find a real job and support his wife and child instead of standing on a corner slanging rocks."
Laughing aloud he placed his back against the wall and stared a Jackie still laughing to himself.
"Its funny how when I was buying you shit and fucking you good you wouldn't say a damn thing but now that I'm trying to take the next step you got some shit to say."
"I'm saying something now because you don't know what your going to face next," she said trying to hold back her tears.
"What I'm gonna face next, Jackie I'm looking at what we facing now. Look at us still living in the fucking slums. While them niggas eating good every night, living in big ass houses, and driving and brand new shit before it's even put."
"Damien you not prepared yet," Jackie cried falling to her knees.
"Well I'll be prepared for what ever it is to come …show more content…
tonight."
Walking past her and out the door Jackie sat in the hallway crying in silence letting the tears she was holding back now fall upon her face.
Not realizing that would be the last time she saw her husband.
°°￦°°
"Yo listen this is the plan we go in and get out," one of Damien's friend said putting in his mask."Take what ever you can.
Getting out of the van the two made their way inside of the warehouse. Going inside the two split up giving them enough time to take what ever they wanted.
Walking inside one of the main offices Damien went towards the safe that sat on the wall and put in the code. Opening the safe and grabbing the money and a couple of the drugs. Hearing what sounding like caused him to stop what he was doing. Closing the safe back he made his way out of the office and towards the door but eventually was stopped by the cold barrel of a gun touching his temple.
"So you and James really think y'all smarter than me huh Damien," Black asked with his finger placed on the trigger.
"Look man you don't understand I got a wife and a kid at home that needs me and with the way my money was looking I ain't been able to support them like I should be," he said dropping the bag on the floor and raising his hands
up.
Not really care about what he said, Black began laughing hysterically cocking his gun back sending a bullet right threw his skull.
"Yeah I understand you full of shit," he said kneeling down and grabbing the bag and walking out the warehouse setting it on fire.
Taking a seat on his bed looking up to see his mother standing in the door way with blood shot eyes and a gun in her hand.
"When you look at your self you see him don't it," she asked looking at the blank wall.
Not saying anything he continued to stare in the mirror knowing how this night was about to go.
Laughing she held up the gun that was in her hand aiming it past Dino's head.
"You don't know how much I loved you Damien you just don't and if I would have known that would've been the last time I would seen you alive I would have pulled that trigger my damn self ,"she cried taking the pistol off safety shooting it twice.
Still looking in the mirror Dino turned around taking a look at his mother as if she was crazy. He knew she needed help because every night this was how it would go. Even if he wasn't around to witness it.
Taking a seat on the floor where she was now sitting. He just stared at her as she began to cry.
"You need help mama," he whispered placing his forehead on hers as she let her tears fall against her checks.