He wanted to find answers to life and God in order to bring closure from his time in war. He felt like he needed to travel but he did not want to leave his girlfriend, Isabel. Larry thought of Isabel’s wellbeing first and foremost which proves that Larry was not selfish. Larry told Isabel that the only thing that made him “unhappy” was that he was “making her unhappy” and that the reason he had not left Chicago was because of her. (46) As I have mentioned before, it would have been easy for him to end his relationship with Isabel and leave to find the piece of his soul that was missing but he did not do that. Larry stayed with Isabel and let her know what was going through his mind. Larry did not care for anyone else’s opinion of him except for that of Isabel’s. After speaking with Isabel about his needs and coming to an agreement did he leave her with a good hearted promise to return in 2 years. (47) This establishes that he was not selfish but that he was troubled and, therefore, needed to “loaf” in order to try and find his peace.
He wanted to find answers to life and God in order to bring closure from his time in war. He felt like he needed to travel but he did not want to leave his girlfriend, Isabel. Larry thought of Isabel’s wellbeing first and foremost which proves that Larry was not selfish. Larry told Isabel that the only thing that made him “unhappy” was that he was “making her unhappy” and that the reason he had not left Chicago was because of her. (46) As I have mentioned before, it would have been easy for him to end his relationship with Isabel and leave to find the piece of his soul that was missing but he did not do that. Larry stayed with Isabel and let her know what was going through his mind. Larry did not care for anyone else’s opinion of him except for that of Isabel’s. After speaking with Isabel about his needs and coming to an agreement did he leave her with a good hearted promise to return in 2 years. (47) This establishes that he was not selfish but that he was troubled and, therefore, needed to “loaf” in order to try and find his peace.