Finally, she is in view; the time has come and I have to do this to avoid the consequence of not. I pick up my rifle and shoulder it how I have been taught since the first time going to the range where I missed every shot, going through an entire box of ammunition. I look through my scope searching for my target area, the front shoulder. The part of the body that stores the organs that pump blood and help the animal breathe. The part of the body where if it’s struck with a bullet, it will kill the creature instantly. No pain. I’m almost ready to pull the trigger when the creature’s head turns towards me, flashing and staring its big, black, inky eyes into my soul. Reluctant thoughts invade my mind, I am going to take a life. I try to push them aside as my arms shake from adrenaline. My father’s deep, soothing voice restates in my hesitant mind, Calm down. You got this. Remember what I taught you. You need to do it. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. His mantra repeats once more as my heart rate becomes leisure as I savor the closeness with my father. Breath in. Breath
Finally, she is in view; the time has come and I have to do this to avoid the consequence of not. I pick up my rifle and shoulder it how I have been taught since the first time going to the range where I missed every shot, going through an entire box of ammunition. I look through my scope searching for my target area, the front shoulder. The part of the body that stores the organs that pump blood and help the animal breathe. The part of the body where if it’s struck with a bullet, it will kill the creature instantly. No pain. I’m almost ready to pull the trigger when the creature’s head turns towards me, flashing and staring its big, black, inky eyes into my soul. Reluctant thoughts invade my mind, I am going to take a life. I try to push them aside as my arms shake from adrenaline. My father’s deep, soothing voice restates in my hesitant mind, Calm down. You got this. Remember what I taught you. You need to do it. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. His mantra repeats once more as my heart rate becomes leisure as I savor the closeness with my father. Breath in. Breath