The twinkle that shines in them shows a hint of the mischief that got her here in the first place.
I look up at her, shaken from my thoughts of our first meeting to find her repetitively kicking the moss covered cell wall, an action I’ve watched her do a million times, as if she believes that one day her kicks will break the wall, as if she believes that she will escape, as if she still has hope. Her kicks become more aggressive and her hair has flown from her tightly knotted ponytail and the flaming red ends are whipping and burning her back. Finally she gives up, slides down the wall and her tears extinguish her burning hair, a sign of weakness she does not usually show.
I have grown to admire her strength and confidence even when her outlandish insults yelled at guards mean we get given no food, it is after all these small jabs at authority and vicious glares paired with a sickly sweet smile that keep me from going mad with isolation. Despite the miserable situation she’s in somehow she’s able to keep her spirit, “they can change where I live and what I look like but they can’t change me” she reminds me every so often. In my honest opinion that statement is slightly flawed seeing as how “they” haven’t even succeeded in