His reputation caused him so much pain. He have died and he lived with the money. Nora ruined his reputation by taking out the loan, which in turn caused him to fail in his own eyes. He felt like he lost his freedom to the person that loaned the money. The control for his own life never left his own mind but the loan caused so much pain. He loved Nora but not on the level that she thought she loved him. The fear of losing his freedom and control made him think that he hated or disloved her. His failure in his mind controlled him and the whole world knew about
His reputation caused him so much pain. He have died and he lived with the money. Nora ruined his reputation by taking out the loan, which in turn caused him to fail in his own eyes. He felt like he lost his freedom to the person that loaned the money. The control for his own life never left his own mind but the loan caused so much pain. He loved Nora but not on the level that she thought she loved him. The fear of losing his freedom and control made him think that he hated or disloved her. His failure in his mind controlled him and the whole world knew about