I made the decision to come to New York City early in 2003. Because we just moved to the USA to get settled at Boston where my whole family was supposed to settle down, but my mother could not find a job in Boston. That is why we had to move to New York. I had spent most of my life with all of these people; we used to live in the same building when we were back in Bangladesh. They are not only my cousins, but they are also my best friends. I didn't think about that in the beginning. At first I was excited to go, but about the time of this party, the anxiety of leaving hit me like a “sledgehammer”. The party was June 10th. I left for New York ten days later on June 20th. Those ten days were some of the most anxious of my entire life. Was I willing to give up my happy existence to step into an unknown world of doubt?
I had no idea the party was going to