My Relationship With Writing

My relationship with writing The definition of writing is the activity or skill of marking coherent words on paper and composing text. Writing has always held a special place in my heart, my mother used to write my bedtime stories and taught me how to write by the time I was three years old. The scratching of graphite against paper has always been a soothing sound to me. I do have fears about my own writing though and I believe that my relationship with writing is one of love and hate. Fear is an unpleasant emotion caused by the notion that something is dangerous or posing a threat. One of my biggest fears with writing is that I will not be able to convey my thoughts correctly due to not having an extensive enough word bank. I also fear being able to find and utilize the correct word then not being understood. I fear with the way I word things it makes it
I feel that hatred is exactly the right word for some situations. I have a strong aversion to writing because it requires a lot of attention and focus, and I have always had trouble with making more of those things. I also have terrible insecurities and I don’t like not being good at something with my name on it. I also was made to feel like I wasn’t as intelligent as my cohorts because I was taught differently in my formative schooling. Love is a word that is tossed around too frequently by people of my age, but I have always known that I love writing. I’ve always loved books and stories because I could close my eyes and be completely immersed in a brand-new world. I don’t know anything else that has that effect on people. My mother would tell me stories and I would sprout wings and turn into a fairy. Once I got older, I would read and develop emotional connections to the characters in pieces of good writing. I also love the anti-social aspects of writing because I can still express my thoughts and ideas and never have to socialize with