Perseverance In College

You never no what's going to go wrong until it does. Now I know this may sound silly to some but for me this is a big complication. Reoccurring things that are bad always end up being worse as time goes on, if I do say so myself. Being unable to do something you love and waiting it out on the side line. The feeling you get when you feel unable to make progress in your complication and always end up right where you started. Reoccurring: happening over and over again. Let me start from the beginning, when I was in eighth grade I was playing a game of basketball, I came down wrong on my knee and heard a sharp pop. I finished out the game but went to the doctor a few days later. While I was there they examined my knee, I also had an MRI. Though
I was again told to do physical therapy, now usually they say 2- 3 weeks out, but what is coming around the corner? That's right, districts and state. Now being as determined as I should be I declared that I would be back and ready to play before districts. Friday night is the Kennesaw game and I will have to sit out on the side lines and watch my wonderful team play the game I love the most. Monday starts the RPAC which we will most likely be playing the two teams we have lost to early on in the season, and I will not be apart of the on court action that takes place. Knowing this breaks my heart in two, knowing that this chronic injury that keeps coming back at the worst times is keeping me from playing volleyball, can slowly kill someone. Now of course I will give 110% during my physical therapy so I will be ready to get back on the court right in time for the big games. But I am still scared that this weakened limb of mine will have other
The doctors give me the same stretches to do over and over again because that is there job. I know I am not a doctor but I feel like all that I do for this limb, it just rewards me with more pain. Sometimes I give up on trying to help it and let it suffer a little but in the long run it does not seem to work that way. As I do my exercises I've done hundreds of times, I think is this really going to help, or am I just going through the motions. As I conclude things can turn out worse in the end then they started, if you do nothing for it. Even though it may be recurring things still can be done to change the total outcome. Even though I will be sitting out during the next few games, I am going to cheer on my team with all my heart. I will not let my weakness stop them from achieving their goals. When you end up back where you started know some progress has been made and if you keep working great outcomes will eventually