With that my world came crashing down, I felt my life was over for me and there was nothing more I can do. I abandoned everything, from my health, to my family, to even my studies. My grandmother was my second mom, she raised me in the house I now live in. I never got to say goodbye to her and I felt like a terrible person.
I’m really good at concealing my feelings so when everything happened, I just stayed silent. I never brought up the topic in school, I knew I would break down and cry. This incident happened in January of 2017 at the most inopportune time because I had to return to school the very next week. I decided that I needed time to mourn, so I abandoned my studies and indulged myself in my room thinking.