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Personal Narrative-I M The Color Of Halloween
I’m the color of your coffee with sugar and cream,
The caramel you get but don’t want every Halloween.
There is no home for me.
I am a product of rebellion, because that’s the only reason you’ll love a black girl.
I am stranded in limbo and it seems that putting my head down and picking a side is the only way out.
I didn’t think I was different until I was told that my Father didn’t stay because I was too light and my Mother didn’t want me because I was too dark.
Self loathing took a hold of me, it made me bathe myself in baby powder because I didn’t want someone else to leave me, because I wasn’t what they wanted.
It’s hard to feel comfortable in my own skin, when the one who gave it to you says you shouldn’t have it in the first place.

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