Fear and grief and then the pen heavier on the page, as if Ash had been pressing down with all her weight; rage. Quickly Jo flipped back towards May and April. Lists of places only people with a death wish would go to. The ultimate playlist. Jo recognised all the songs on this list as Ash’s favourites. No surprises. The secret playlist. There were no surprises on that list either, they all had songs they liked that everyone else thought were daggy – Ash’s included a couple of Abba and Milli Vanilli classics and even Aqua’s I’m a barbie girl, which they played in their teens especially at sleepovers at Ash’s place especially because Ash’s mother hated the song. There was a whole page on Geoffrey Robertson, the human rights lawyer and a chart, drawn with coloured pencils, of the steps she would need to take to get her from VCE student to United Nations’ lawyer. The words to I love the way you lie. A song so far away from Ash’s life, from anything she’d experienced, that Jo thought there was something wrong with Ash’s attraction to it, something voyeuristic, like those people who gather around accidents or were drawn to reading about disasters so they’d be glad it wasn’t them. And of course it was as different as a song could be to I’m a barbie girl and Mamma
Fear and grief and then the pen heavier on the page, as if Ash had been pressing down with all her weight; rage. Quickly Jo flipped back towards May and April. Lists of places only people with a death wish would go to. The ultimate playlist. Jo recognised all the songs on this list as Ash’s favourites. No surprises. The secret playlist. There were no surprises on that list either, they all had songs they liked that everyone else thought were daggy – Ash’s included a couple of Abba and Milli Vanilli classics and even Aqua’s I’m a barbie girl, which they played in their teens especially at sleepovers at Ash’s place especially because Ash’s mother hated the song. There was a whole page on Geoffrey Robertson, the human rights lawyer and a chart, drawn with coloured pencils, of the steps she would need to take to get her from VCE student to United Nations’ lawyer. The words to I love the way you lie. A song so far away from Ash’s life, from anything she’d experienced, that Jo thought there was something wrong with Ash’s attraction to it, something voyeuristic, like those people who gather around accidents or were drawn to reading about disasters so they’d be glad it wasn’t them. And of course it was as different as a song could be to I’m a barbie girl and Mamma